Assalamu’alaikum readers. How are you? Hows your Ramadhan? I
hope for everything in this month better than anothers. I’m trying to write
down something here, something new with something better, but I cant found it
ntill I write this. On my mind just one thing stay in “the result from SBMPTN”.
Talk little about it, make me scared
sometime, but I believe that Allah always beside me, He will helps me in this
step –as always-.
Too much things I wanna do in this month, like I wanna start
to write something again, draw some design, take more awesome pictures, and
also more contact with Qur’an. But until this 16th Ramadhan, I found
my self not so productive. Little lost control of my self.
Heve you ever feel, something like this? Waiting for the
result from your test? Which is the important test in your life? Ofcourse im
scared, did I do something wrong with this feeling? This is my last chance to
continue my study in Indonesia. I’ve (too) much wasted my time to continue my
study. Back to Indonesia, without anything degree with,-just the certificate B2
Deutsch- made me sometimes angry to my self, totally not productive ! Now im 19
years old, and I hope that I can soon as a medical student. I believe that
Allah never leave me, whatever my conditions, He always beside me.
Sorry for not too good hand writing, I lost some of my
focus, memory and also my mood to write something here. Soon, I will make it better
than this, insyaaAllah.
Ps : for everyone who reading this, please pray for me and
my study. Thank you J